User Profile

Blah.

For the psychologists, scientists or people out there who purely cannot be arsed to read the rest of this (I wouldn't blame you), I'm an INFP personality type. Google it and you've got me, pretty much.

Though I'm a billion times more complex than that.

Blah, anyway.

In short (ish), I'm ridiculously friendly, and I'm nice and caring, I promise ^_^ I'm a bit messed up in terms of having a very odd existence though, and delving in and out of all sorts of issues I fall into. Trying to sort my life out at the moment but I'm also trying to become who I want to be. And that person is first and foremost not the person I see in front of me.

Pointless facts

I raise my eyebrow far too much. I buy too many things I'm never going to use. I'm too meticulous over spelling and grammar. I rarely eat. I wouldn't call myself anorexic, I weigh too much and I cave in too easily. I'm just trying to find a way of controlling things. My calories control me a lot of the time.

Say hello?

You can email me or add me on MSN at fadingdreamsandfallenstars@hotmail.com (Oh yes, I created that email as a 14 year old wannabe-emo-kid, heh).

Random bits

Films: Donnie Darko, American Beauty

TV: Nevermind The Buzzcocks, Have I Got News For You, Lost, Heroes, Documentaries, Planet Earth, stand ups (see comedians), the Tyra Banks show, Green Wing, QI, Peep Show, Pingu (oh yes), etc etc

Books: The Bell Jar, The Moth Diaries, Running With Scissors, The Cement Garden

Shakespeare: Hamlet, A Midsummer Night's Dream

Music: In Flames, Placebo, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Evanescence, 30 Seconds To Mars, Missy Elliott, Dr Dre, Eminem, The Fray, Kate Nash, Lily Allen, Imogen Heap, Lamb Of God, Beethoven, Chopin, Clint Mansell, Howard Shore, A.F.I., Jose Gonzaléz, Coldplay, Radiohead, Tears For Fears, Faith And The Muse, Dead Can Dance, Wumpscut, Slipknot, Combichrist, Rihanna, Akira Yamaoka, Apocalyptica, ATB, Blue October, Brand New, Rammstein, Tatu, Chicane, Christina Aguilera, Cradle Of Filth, Kanye West, Madness, Kraftwerk, Linkin Park (the old stuff!), Explosions In The Sky, Switchblade Symphony, etc.

I adore music. I have such a wide taste, it's insane. I played the piano when I was younger and still try to though I don't own one anymore - it definitely made me appreciate more genres, musically. I love most things, though I draw the line at country ;) that stuff drives me insane. I can dislike something but appreciate the talent behind it. And I think that's a good thing. Yes, I am sure even country musicians are talented :P I don't pigeon-hole myself in the slightest; if I like something, I like it. My "regular genres" tend to be creepy European music, baroque, classical, metal, alternative, acoustic, 80s, dark electronica, rock, ethnic, world music, darkwave, industrial, experimental, instrumental.

Some of my favourite classical pieces of all time include "Requiem for a Dream", "Moonlight Sonata", "Lacrymosa" and "O Fortuna". Don't judge a book by its cover, oui? :)

Comedians: Bill Bailey, Ricky Gervais, Russell Brand, Noel Fielding, Phil Jupitus, Simon Amstell, Jo Brand, Jimmy Carr, Rob Brydon, David Walliams

Those I admire: My best friend and soul mate Erin ♥, Stephen Fry, J.K. Rowling, Tyra Banks

Other

Numb. Fluoxetine 40mg. Anxiety. Depression. That tight knot in your chest and stomach and the endless, falling ache that will not cease.

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